this post sound so fucking low!

just do not understand what you want from me. off the record, im not going to turn a blind eye like how i always did when we fought. seriously, i cant stand how you treated me. for goodness sake im human and not some animal! and it pretty damn right hurt because ive always thought that your someone i can relate to but sadly i just cant relate to anyone anymore because everyone is just damn bloody selfish about themselves. i hate you i hate you i hate you!

and i cant wait for the powderful chalet that we going to have. drinking, dancing, smoking, no supervision, no prying eyes, singing, skinny dipping, suntanning, just all the great fun! i need it alot :)

P.S. i got a job! so babes no overnighting for me. no st james powerstation! booo~!